Seriously, I wish that I have a good dad to buy me everything I wanted. Just he pays and I enjoy the rest of it. Sometimes I become kinda emotional when I saw my friends get what from their dad, even most of them don't work and just get money from their parents. If you are one of the person I just mentioned above, YOU ARE LUCKY. You must be grateful for having great parents.
Usually when others talked about family, I would just walk away and avoiding any question about my family.
I only shared my story with close friends, which means who really know me. Because, sometimes it's stress and sad while coping with study, working, and take care of my siblings, and quarrel between families. And what I can say about my family, it's VERY complicated.
Every new friend I met before said that I'm perfect. I'm good in academic, I'm can play piano well, I can maintain good result while working, I'm a superwoman. How can you say that... You just can't judge a book just by it's cover. I want a good life as many of you too, I desperately hope I can just focus in study and don't have to work a lot of part times. I want to order every food I love without considering whether can I afford my monthly spending. If I have a good family, a good father, I don't have to live my life like this.
There's always another story behind a story.
I have to do, not because I want to, it's because I MUST DO IT to survive.
stay tough.!:)
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