S-O-M-E U-P-D-A-T-E-S

1. My braces accidentally dropped out 2 times in this month, so I did spent almost RM300 in maintaining my teeth. 
2. I cut my bangs today. I can see my eyebrows from my bangs. I love my eyebrows so much.
3. I started to love to hang out with guys more than with girls. 
4. I seldom online these days because I'm so busy. And I'm here now just solely because tomorrow is a HOLIDAY! 
5. I'm still feeling blurrrr for my future. Because I really like dissecting living things (without fear), but I'm still pretty good in Maths and Physics. But I'm sure I hate chemistry so much, I always have shaking hand in handling the chemical (usually the concentrated acid) in the test tubes. I'm still thinking what I should study in degree.
6. I hate study so much, and I have an urge to let go everything, and fly around the world. 

I'm busy

Well, not to mention that, holding 5 jobs while studying is exhausting.
I'm such a workaholic.

But I love the way I live it.
Work hard and play hard. Then screw it hard.

Life lately

Firstly, we had sushi for dinner last Saturday night to celebrate my sister's achievement in her SPM trial and, also for me, I passed my grade 8 piano theory! Nice =D 

And school life has been hectic here, still the same, everyday traffic jam, but for your information, I just bought Samsung Galaxy note 2 weeks ago! So I can capture photo in the car while I'm bored in the long jam.

Still a long way to go... 

Hope everyone has a great day.  

But the way, I hate UTAR so much, I'm thinking to change university next year. Maybe~~~ @.@ 

Unforgettable Bus Boy

My secondary Form 5 life has been so tough because I took a lot of times to go home by bus and stayed in Jusco for 4 hours.

When I was Form 5, waiting bus in Kajang, I was always stand beside him, solely because I feel secured standing beside a tall guy. When bus reached, we moved into the bus together and stand in the same position everyday.We had this routine everyday after school dismiss, but we didn't talked to each other. Even a "hi" or "how are you". We don't know each other's name or details.

And one day, I saw his book cover, and realise that he was just 15, two years smaller than me. But he is tall, I feel safe standing with him.

After SPM, I'm gone, and I got myself a driving licence and I didn't took bus anymore. I didn't met him for around 10 months.

Today, I'm 18 and he's 16, I'm driving home and passed by Batu 11, where the bus stops everyday. I saw a familiar uniform, with the same height, same shoes guy walked out from the bus.

How fantastic, I saw him.
And I realized, I'm kinda miss him.

I will always remember those rainy days, we walked out from the bus bravely without a single umbrella.
Every single moment I spent with you, I feel secured.  =D Thank you.

Braces

Actually, I was so happy yesterday as I can't feel any pain after the instalment of braces.

But I'M WRONG!!!

I can't bite anything at night and even I don't talk, I don't smile, I don't do anything to my teeth, I can feel the pain. I can feel that my front teeth are going to drop out when I bite a bread. =.= How can I survive the whole 2 years.

Now, I have the urge to slap someone else, BECAUSE IT IS SO PAINFUL!!!

First day Braces...

To Braces:

Welcome to my little world. You made me mad today because I can feel the "stress" you give to my teeth. But I'm crossing finger hoping I won't lose weight because of you. I gained my weight hard and please don't destroy my super-duper-weigh-gaining-plan.

To Food:

I love you so much but it's too hard to bite you. My teeth hurt. Thanks to your enemy--- braces.

To Myself:

I'm going to have a pretty and confident smile .... urgh... maybe... after 1 year...

Tuesday Thoughts

Seriously, I wish that I have a good dad to buy me everything I wanted. Just he pays and I enjoy the rest of it. Sometimes I become kinda emotional when I saw my friends get what from their dad, even most of them don't work and just get money from their parents. If you are one of the person I just mentioned above, YOU ARE LUCKY. You must be grateful for having great parents.

Usually when others talked about family, I would just walk away and avoiding any question about my family. 

I only shared my story with close friends, which means who really know me. Because, sometimes it's stress and sad while coping with study, working, and take care of my siblings, and quarrel between families. And what I can say about my family, it's VERY complicated. 

Every new friend I met before said that I'm perfect. I'm good in academic, I'm can play piano well, I can maintain good result while working, I'm a superwoman. How can you say that... You just can't judge a book just by it's cover. I want a good life as many of you too, I desperately hope I can just focus in study and don't have to work a lot of part times. I want to order every food I love without considering whether can I afford my monthly spending. If I have a good family, a good father, I don't have to live my life like this.

There's always another story behind a story. 

I have to do, not because I want to, it's because I MUST DO IT to survive. 

Simple Happiness

Firstly, I can't believe that I survived through the 1st semester of UTAR foundation!
How amazing is it for having 1 week holiday after 3 months of non-stop small test, big test, replacement test and final test! IT'S FANTASTIC!!! even it's only 1 week. It's a luxury for UTAR foundation students.

Secondly, I have no idea why am I sooooooooooo happy these days, I just can't stop smiling all-day long.
Even my mum and my family thought that I had fall in love with someone.
No, I'm just happy for no reason. =D

Watching kids made me happy for the whole Saturday.
How to say that, I'm kinda love kids and kinda hate kids in the same time.
I love watching kids playing happily together, and I enjoy playing with them.
I hate kids crying non-stop, this made wanna slap them when I gone mad.

Whatever, I'm happy, and I hope you all have a great day. =D

Just let me survive this week

Praying hard this week will end up faster.  So, exam will not that suffer.
I just need to survive above GPA 3.9 PLEASE.

After exam, I'm planning to:

• Go get a bracelet
• Find job, earn money
• Buy myself a mask : ) 
• Don't touch anything related to academic matters. 
• Play a new piano song. Probably: summer by joe hishashi, or the First Love, or both : ) 

Hope you guys have a great week. 

Good luck. 

some update

Am I looked childish?
Am I not mature enough?

Some parents just can't accept that I'm a piano teacher.

I want to be taller, looked older.
Oh PLEASE.

I'm hating myself so hard.

Girl's night

This was an all-in-one celebration.

1. Birthday celebration for Huei Shyuan, Yuni and Sze Mei. 

2. Farewell party for Yun Yao who's going to Shanghai for 6 years of studying in Chinese Medicine. Wishing her all the best. I will miss her T.T 

There's a lot of pictures here, so I'm lazy to type all of them out.

My holidays

1.  I exercised a lot this week. I'm falling in love with running, it releases my stresses and worries. Moreover, I'm planning to buy myself a brand new running shoes. New Balance? Nike? 
2. A lot of sad case happen these days, which made me so down for the whole day (Saturday). Firstly, I lost 2 of my piano students as their parents don't like the way I changed the time for the lesson too frequently. This mean, my income reduced dramatically (for me, RM180 is a big case). And I'm going to recruit new students again. This made me so sad, I'm thinking I'm not good enough in my teaching. I hate myself so much.
3. Secondly, the sad case is, I forget to go for my chemistry replacement exam. Let me tell you, this is SUCK. I went home with a slaughtered soul and broken heart after the piano case, I surfed facebook, I clicked my university announcement board, AND FINALLY I REALIZED THAT THE TEST WAS JUST HELD IN YESTERDAY MORNING, and the worst is, this is a REPLACEMENT test. How the hell I should tell my teacher I lost my replacement test, would you mind design a RE-replacement test for me? I'm wondering was the announcement being uploaded in the midnight? I checked it EVERYNIGHT! I bet the UTAR uploaded it in the darkest hour of midnight. Such a Bitch university. 
4. Well, let's be positive, I went bookfair, bought some stationeries, happy, content, relax. 

Have a great days friends. : )  would you mind give me some motivation? I feel down T.T 

After having the worst breakfast in Connaught...

I was heading to SJK (C) Connaught for my very last Grade 8 Piano Theory Examination.
I didn't study for that today because I think that it's totally useless to study in the last minutes, I can't absorb them at all. So, I'm going to the class room and waiting... waiting...

There's a moment I go out of the classroom for some relaxation, and I realized that there's some scout of the secondary school are making the big model. =D I miss that, and I saw that for a long long time.

The exam is quite hard, quite easy, you can skip this sentence as it's so meaningless.
But praying hard I can pass it. XD

Wishing everyone a happy weekend, I'm so happy that I'm not going to study theory anymore!

P.S The food of that unknown restaurant are really sucks.
It ruined my breakfast.

I'm a Mad Woman Driver

Today I was driving back in a massive traffic jam. 

Seriously, I spent 1 hour to reach a destination which I can usually get to it within 3 minutes. 

So, there's still a long long way for me to drive back.

I inserted my lovely thumbdrive, 

turn the sound to loudest, 

roll down the window,

shut down the stupid air-conditioner,

skip to my favourite song.

SING A-LOUD

+ Moving Body

+ Using my water tumbler as my microphone

Singing like a mad woman in the car without caring what others think is the best thing I've did in my car.

P.S : There's a Bangla lori driver laughing at me because he can hear me singing. Haha, I know my singing is sucks. 

Have a good day, friends. =D 

Life Lately with PHOTOS....

Keep crazy because I'm going to have my piano theory final test this Saturday. 

Cheer for me =D 

Playing with hats in ... I forgot what shop is it. 

It's in Paradigm Mall. Ha ha...

A stupid conversation between me and a friend. =.= 

How stupid am I ?!  Damn funny. 

My 6th sense

Premonition means that we can sense or predict something to happen in the future.
 In shortcut, it meant the 6th sense.
And I'm going to share some of my experience. =D

1. When I was in primary school, around 10 to 12, I was doing the Chinese calligraphy homework at home. I remember it was Sunday, after we backed from shopping. So I open the ink bottle, and prepare to write. I looked at the ink bottle and have some weird feeling that something bad will happen on the ink bottle. Then, I ignored the feeling and started dipping my brush into the ink to start my writing. At the moment I have my first stroke on the paper, my 2nd sister crashed the shopping bag to my ink bottle, the ink bottle turned over, and my book was splashed with ink. So finally I end up crying. =D 
2. In my secondary years, I was at home, I forgot what am I doing, my mum was saying that she's going to drive. When my mum closed the door, there is an image appeared in my head, which my mum's car have a crashed part in the front part. I really wanted to tell my mum "be careful when on the road" or something "mum, I can feel/see something about your car"... However, my mum was leaving and seriously she can't hear me. And after 2 hour, she came back with a broken car, with the same crashed part in the exactly same position which I imagined before. 
3. This part is all about dreaming. When I was in 15, I dreamt that my father is robbed by someone and I can't find him anymore. At last, in my real life,  my father leave me and my family alone. He's gone to somewhere else and not going back anymore. 
4. Yesterday, when I was playing piano in my piano studio, my eyelids kept jumping non stop like an engine jerking. And I have no idea that I became so moody since that second, maybe I feel that something bad is going to happen or that day is a bad bad day. An hour later, my friend just crying for something big happen to his family, or maybe his friend. I didn't ask him, I don't know, but I know he was really hurt. Hope he can cope with it well. =D 

So here's my story about my 6th sense. How about yours? 

Food Poison

YOU! The evil bee hoon... dirty bee hoon... cause me food poison... T.T
diarrhoea till can't walk any more... can't drive very well, can't brake very well =.=
But luckily I still can use my hand to blog.
This week will be horrible for me as I will live it with a lot of antibiotics...

Adventure Day

Today drive from Petaling Jaya to Old Klang Road, Bandar Sunway, Puchong Utama, Taman Equin, Serdang, Mahkota Cheras, Sungai Long then only back home.

Quite scary...
P.S... it's not a good idea to shopping alone in Sunway Pyramid. =.=

Some photos, some life.

With a bunch of Yu Hua guys.

Having the best dinner in Susan's Bistro.

Celebrating Man Xin's birthday.

The guys were playing the troll in the class... guess which troll is me? =.= clue: I have the epic hair! 

The 5th Korean Party

Actually, this is the first time I met Korean... 

They are so friendly, but our conversation was all assisted by using the dictionary in smartphone...

Haha, it has been fun to be with them...

 They invited me to go to their party =D 

 The stage decorated well, and sometimes we can heard the "pop" sound of balloons.

Actually, I'm afraid of balloon. No laughing here! Ha ha ha...

 
And there's a lot of performance in music, drama, K-pop dance and traditional dance. After that, we had our Korean dinner with Kimbap, Zap-Cheh( I don't know how to pronounce that), Kimchi (my favouties). I'm sorry that I didn't took the photo because I'm the way too happy in eating their food. =D

It was a good night, I really appreciate their work, it's a great party.

I'm so lucky to meet them, they are so caring, and it's fun to talk to them.  We shared everything.

1. There's no mosquito in Korea except in the summer.
2. There's no night market in Korea.
3. Malaysia has more shopping centre than Korea.
4. Malaysia is hotter than the summer in Korea.
5. Driving Licence in Korea is started only from 19 year-old.
6. Koreans hard to get their job in their country, even the part-time job.
7. They always queue up, and they are shocked that Malaysians are not lining up every time.

After that, we asking them whether they had tasted our nasi lemak, chicken rice and roti canai... They don't actually know what they ate in Malaysia, but for my information, they love it, but it's quite spicy for them. I would probably let them try durian if I can. They will be leaving the next Wednesday, good luck for them. ^_^ 

Life and Thought

Going Yu Hua on the Parents's Day for fun.

1. I woke up at 7pm and planning to go to school with a broken heart and tired soul. And finally I realised that it's 7PM and not 7AM. 
2. My mum was planning to buy me a new phone but unexpectedly I rejected her. In the past, I will feel happy for receiving a brand new phone as present, maybe because it's free and I loved new thing. But now, I'm afraid of change, or maybe I'm lazy to adapt myself to the new technologies. I don't know, I hate my current phone, which is Nokia with no touch screen, but I hate to change to the other phones more. Isn't it weird that my behaviour changed so drastically? I have no idea about this case. Any ideas?
3. I don't trust people. This is because I'm cheated by my primary-school friends who's planning to get me in to join his direct sales group. Well, he really disappointed me and then I found that I have lost confidence in making more new friends especially males. Okay, I'm not stereotype, but my life is full of cheating by males, especially my father.

So, the conclusion is... what's wrong with me? Any psychologist here to cure my mental illness? 

Avtivities lately

Eating QQ Ban Mian in Sungai Long on mum's birthday...

Going Mid Valley for some relaxing

Having dinner in Kajang, satay, for sure. 

Going to celebrate for my sister success in her academic result. 

We had the dinner in Shi Lin, Jusco Mahkota Cheras. 

It's tasty! =) 

My siblings playing the coloured sands which is the most wonderful game in my childhood.

How cute is it?